How strange it is to have people you've seen come up to meet you.
I remember being a little sophomore looking up to the big bad seniors with large round adoring eyes. Even last year, I aspired to be just that one year older - one year cooler. They rode around on their high horses and talked of far away lands of college and the desire to finally cross the Sea of Growing Up. I wanted to be that senior, I wanted to be the person everybody knew. I wanted to taste a little bit of what the real world could be like.
Um, okay... no.
Senior year is awesome so far, but we're only a week in. Suddenly I am that "big bad senior" who most people know by name because of my position as a Student Body Officer. It is so weird, and honestly a lot of pressure. I feel no where near "cool", and I want nothing to do with college and life. Just planning on having fun for now... and smiling a lot I guess.
So that's that. :)
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