Okay.

Haven't been posting much, SO SORRY. Gotta work on my grades and such. You know, livin the American dream. But anyways... this picture is hilarious. (:

WIN.

Much love, need to sleep. #homework BLAHHH <--- yeaaah twitter talk, it's whatever.

Love this.

"People are often unreasonable, illogical and self centered;

Forgive them anyway.

If you are kind, people may accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives;

Be kind anyway.

If you are successful, you will win some false friends and some true enemies;

Succeed anyway.

If you are honest and frank, people may cheat you;

Be honest and frank anyway.

What you spend years building, someone could destroy overnight;

Build anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, they may be jealous;

Be happy anyway.

The good you do today, people will often forget tomorrow;

Do good anyway.

Give the world the best you have, and it may never be enough;

Give the world the best you've got anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and your God;

It was never between you and them anyway."

-Mother Teresa

BOOOOOOOOOOOO

It was 11-11-11 yesterday.. and at 11:11 PM, I lived the best 60 seconds of my life. Screaming, fireworks, sparklers, and a little Brazilian jumping up and down a million miles a minute. And then it was over.

Everyone has been treating 11-11-11 as a holiday, almost. Like New Year's Eve. Except, more exciting, because it won't happen again for a century.

So I stayed up until 2:30 AM thinking about my life. I hate it when I do that. But if I'm going to change my life, it might as well be now. Why wait longer to rewire my life so that everything goes as planned - nobody gets hurt, nobody takes chances?

When I was thirteen, I told myself I'd never make the same mistake twice. Almost three years later, and I'm not sure what is a mistake and what isn't. I'm not sure what I want right now.

Let's say it this way: I AM BEING A PAIN. This is what happens when I think too much.

It's just, people come and go so fast.

I'll figure this all out later.

Meanwhile, also yesterday, I watched the best movie of my life during health (not sure why). Taking Chance. The room was silent the entire movie, which is unusual with a class full of sophomores; and of course I cried the whole way through it. Definitely a good way to remember those who risk their lives for our freedom.

Well, the day has just begun and I have a lot to do...

Much love.

Wasting Time

Thoughtful, lovely, passionate, caring. 

I guess that's true, this is kinda cool. Try it yourself. :)

Oh. And the picture below just makes me happy. An extra dose of happiness is always good, especially when you're a sickling like me. Doctors appointment in a few hours, thank goodness.

Much love.

Halloween... and sick.

My Halloween was totally different this year.

Kelsi, Ana, and yours truly (:

Friday I went to a Fear Factor party... in one contest, one member from each team had to crumple up cheese puffs and the other member had to lick it clean. Those people went to town.. I almost threw up.
Saturday was the Girl's Pref Halloween dance that I didn't go to. Instead I went to Puss In Boots with my lacrosse buddies BrocScottMattClay. They can make me smile like no one else can.

Halloween was Monday. I woke up and felt AWFUL. My head was pounding, my throat was swollen, the whole shabang. I couldn't miss school on Halloween, though! I decided to be tough and slipped on my modified Snow White costume. That night, after working at Plato's Closet, I didn't feel up to doing anything. I ended up at my Young Women leader's house with her and her husband. We spent the night watching Dancing With the Stars and I passed out cookies to all the little trick-or-treaters because Carla and Austin were tired. They are the sweetest people and I want me and my future husband to be JUST LIKE THEM when we're old. (:

Definitely a Halloween I'll never forget!

Anyways... I'm still sick. And missing school. Meh.

Much love.